A commitment drawn from a relationship is more or less akin to that of a contract. You give some, you take some. Some see it as a burden at times, restrained you are, bound to the terms of the agreement you cannot go against. It is placing your trust within another, faith in the other with your emotions; or otherwise crudely put handing over your self-destruct button saying 'here, I trust you not to press it'. Yet on the other hand, limitless, derivable happiness and bliss. What I question at times: Is everything in life worth rushing out?
Three years is, a long time. Yeah, probably a good thousand odd days. Doubts, impulses, the list of negativity, it just grows. Is it worth it, my friend? You've thought over it, spent countless nights weighing your options before you slip into fitful sleep. And what for? You probably know what you want at the end of this road. But then again, knowing again doesn't equate actions, that you're clearest of. Or perhaps you need to redefine your standpoint towards the word 'prioritization'?
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Never say I love you,
If you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
If they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand,
If you are going to break my heart.
Never say your going to,
If you don't plan to start.
Never look into my eyes,
If all you do is lie.
Never say "Hello",
If you really mean "Goodbye".
If you really mean forever,
Then say you'll try.
Never say forever,
Because forever makes me cry.
(This is rather interesting. Mmm.)
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Clear away, dark clouds. We want the sun to shine again. (:
IVP (-4)
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